I release
My inner fears.
I have to pay my bills, but have no will to pay.
I am real,
I scratch my skin.
I'll be the last one left, struggling to exhale.

[Why does my life keep going down so bad?
 Why does the snow keep covering my head?]

{I try
 To understand the real life,
 And what will happen when I die.
 I'm ready for the downfall.
 I find
 A sense in every day and night.
 I hope this spring won't make me cry,
 I know this life won't last too long.}

Going down
Deep underground
I can't remember how I lived my life before.
I'm not real
Without my fears.
My life should be erased by this spring's waterfall.

[Why does the rain keep pouring down so bad?
 Why does my life keep burning in my head?]

{I try
 To understand the real life,
 And what will happen when I die.
 I'm ready for the downfall.
 I find
 A sense in every day and night.
 I hope this spring won't make me cry,
 I know this life won't last too long.}