The color of my life is gray
As the color of the sky today;
My pain grows deeper day by day.

I feel abandoned and depressed;
A hundred knives now pierce my chest;
I try to leave this deadly mess.

It's my life.
Something hides
Behind my smile.
Something that I can't avoid.
It's my life,
So unsatisfied.
I'm drained inside.
I'm dying, but that's my choice.

Forever yours, forever mine,
Love is shattered, deaf and blind;
It's slowly dying, slashed by time.

Even the angels come undone,
Because I've done a lot of harm;
And nothing hurts more than the gun.